And what a beauty at that. Really liked this poem. It was like, "that's me." - the thoughts, the words, how you have conveyed, I have gone through all this. Trying to paint, paint tubes strewn, thinking, the colors, then the self-doubt and hope, just being you - Awesome!
About the painting para was informative.
Thanks for writing and sharing, Monoreena, and thanks so much for the mention :-)